To be more than just an average me!
There is so much one can do. So much one can say. So much that one can conduct, to make someone's day. I want to go out into the streets. To reach the homeless and poor. To show them that there is a light. There is hope. And there is a gem hidden amongst the coals of life. I want to help the hurt, broken and lonely. To reach the forgotten and withdrawn, the abused and mistrusted and help them to discover and turn a new page! I do however have my own set of problems. I am not perfect. I am a cutter. I am an addict. I hurt people often. I trust to easily, and I also have trust issues - a lot of it being myself. I have a struggling relationship with God, but I am learning to trust Him, and look for Him, even when I can't see or feel Him. He will always be my light! No matter what hell I think I am going through. <3 Kara (19) (Australia) COPYRIGHT ISSUES... (Unless stated, and even then not always done, the photos and pictures are not my own... I usually save the photos that I really like to be used as a screensaver and then post them into the queue at a later date, to share with you also... I have posted a few posts about this previously, saying that unless specifically mentioned, these are not my own photos. If you want to create an argument and want the public recognition, watermark your photos with your tumblr url. DeviantART: http://kargie.deviantart.com If you wanna talk - Formspring
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When I Say I am a Christian…

When I say… “I am a Christian”

I’m not shouting “I’m clean livin’.”

I’m whispering “I was lost,

Now I’m found and forgiven.”

When I say… “I am a Christian”

I don’t speak of this with pride.

I’m confessing that I stumble

and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say… “I am a Christian”

I’m not trying to be strong.

I’m professing that I’m weak

And need His strength to carry on.

When I say… “I am a Christian”

I’m not bragging of success.

I’m admitting I have failed

And need God to clean my mess.

When I say… “I am a Christian”

I’m not claiming to be perfect,

My flaws are far too visible

But, God believes I am worth it.

When I say… “I am a Christian”

I still feel the sting of pain.

I have my share of heartaches

So I call upon His name.

When I say… “I am a Christian”

I’m not holier than thou,

I’m just a simple sinner

Who received God’s good grace, somehow!

Daddy’s Girl (an E-mail forward)

Her hair was up in a pony tail
her favorite dress tied with a bow.

Today was Daddy’s Day at school,
and she couldn’t wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn’t there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
a man who wasn¹t there



Where’s her daddy at?”
She heard a boy call out.
She probably doesn’t have one,”
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
she heard a daddy say,
“Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day.”

The words did not offend her,
>as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,

who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

“My Daddy couldn’t be here,
 because he lives so far away.
 But I know he wishes he could be,
 since this is such a special day.

 And though you cannot meet him,
 I wanted you to know.
 All about my daddy,
 and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
 and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I’m not standing here alone.

“Cause my daddy’s always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he’ll forever be in my heart”

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favourite dress

And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

I love my daddy very much,
he’s my shining star.

nd if he could, he’d be here,
>but heaven’s just too far

You see he was a policeman
and died just this past year
hen airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it’s like he never went away.”
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.


And to her mothers amazement,
he witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.



Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
hey saw him at her side.

“I know you’re with me Daddy,”
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
by the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing,
that heaven is never too far.

hey say it takes a minute to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them,

but then an entire life to forget them.

THE U IN JESUS




Before U were thought of or time had begun,
God stuck U in the name of His Son.

And each time U pray, you’ll see it’s true,
You can’t spell out JesUs and not include U.

You’re a pretty big part of His wonderful name,
For U, He was born; that’s why He came.

And His great love for U is the reason He died.
It even takes U to spell crUcified.

Isn’t it thrilling and splendidly grand?
He rose from the dead, with U in His plan.

The stones split away, the gold trUmpet blew,
and this word resUrrection is spelled with a U.

When JesUs left earth at His upward ascension,
He felt there was one thing He just had to mention.

‘Go into the world and tell them it’s true.
That I love them all - Just like I love U.’

So many great people are spelled with a U,
Don’t they have a right to know JesUs too?

It all depends now on what U will do,
He’d like them to know,
But it all starts with U.


Will YOU pass it on?
When Jesus died on the cross he was thinking of U! If you are one of the 7% who will stand up for Him, forward this.
93% of people won’t forward
 .

GMH

givesmehope:

Every year, the graduating 8th grade class votes for superlatives.

When ‘Jordan A’ was announced for Most Inspirational, teachers were in tears to see our entire class who never get along, give a standing ovation.

He died in a fire in fourth grade and we still consider him part of our class.

These photos are from the Year 12, 2010 Captains Induction last Thursday.  They’re memorable because this particular grade has gone through so much hardship.  They were in grade 10, when I was in grade 12, and had their fair deal of sexual experiences, violence, drugs, abuse, etc.  Then last year one of their classmates died at school from a blow to the head in a rugby training game.  He was put into an induced coma and the entire grade, school and community was praying and believing that he would recover.  He sadly passed away after about 2-3 weeks since the incident.  But on Thursday his grade remembered him.  His grade had bought him an $80 jersey and journeyed through the induction as if he was still there.  This grade, full of so many hard memories, yet beautiful on the inside and out, makes me excited to see what happens this year (at the school) and in the following years (in the world). 

Year 12, 2010 GMH!

How does one act when their friend’s younger brother committed suicide?

What do you say?

How do you behave?

How do you console, when you haven’t really seen each other in ages, but still classify them as a true friend?

Jesus, please just help this family in their time of grievance…

givesmehope:

My grandpa was in the hospital and given 12-24 hrs to live.

Everyone was going in to say their goodbyes even though he couldn’t respond. I went in when it was my turn. I am his only granddaughter.

When he heard me talk he opened his eyes, smiled, and said my name.

He is alive two months later. GMH

Just found this song.  It makes sense.  So many people think it’s based on suicide (after reading the comments) but it’s more than that, it’s about life being one big game of chance.  You can either make the right choice, or the wrong choice, in which your life can end.  It’s fast, it’s full, it sometimes takes you by surprise.  Death sometimes comes unexpectedly - car accident, street side shooting, disease, sport injury, etc.  Life should be lived to the full, never holding anything back, because it’s a Game of Russian Roulette. 

That’s my opinion anyway.

So I’m going against my natural instinct and perfectionist instinct…

and handing it in a day late.

I figured it’d be better written if I have another 24 hours.

Am not stressed.

Am not sick.

Have had a shower recently.

And can concentrate on what I write, rather than my brain just going VROOOM, BRMMM BRMMM ME! ME! ME! BRMMM! DUMB! DUMB! DUMB! *FLATLINE* with static overruling any concentration or focusing attempts.

It means not going to class again tomorrow, but hey, I’m failing that class anyway (when I work my butt off for it), so why bother?.  I can’t think, I can’t do, and they’re moving way too fast… sure fail, so maybe I should redirect my focus and attain better grades elsewhere?  If I just fail the class, but succeed well in the other two (psychology and cultural identity) hopefully my GPA will increase, hopefully I will be able to try and scrounge something that means I won’t lose my scholarship or my last whim of a good reputation…

Blah!  I’m going to relax.  I’m going back to the present and writing a letter, as I lull off to a prayerful sleep :)

It’s all in God’s hands.

This is what I&#8217;ve  been wanting to do so long.  This is something that has been bottled up, just waiting inside.  It&#8217;s my monster, it&#8217;s the silent beast, it&#8217;s my extremely pessimistic, but realistic side and it&#8217;s almost released.  This is the reason that I have found it so hard to grow close to anyone, not fully, but partially.  When you love yourself you can love others, but when you love yourself, everyone hates you - you&#8217;re narcissistic. Writing some of these hurt, but I am thinking that&#8217;s because I am realising the truth, and the truth ALWAYS hurts!  Lies hurt more though when the truth breaks&#8230;  

This is what I’ve  been wanting to do so long.  This is something that has been bottled up, just waiting inside.  It’s my monster, it’s the silent beast, it’s my extremely pessimistic, but realistic side and it’s almost released.  This is the reason that I have found it so hard to grow close to anyone, not fully, but partially.  When you love yourself you can love others, but when you love yourself, everyone hates you - you’re narcissistic. Writing some of these hurt, but I am thinking that’s because I am realising the truth, and the truth ALWAYS hurts!  Lies hurt more though when the truth breaks…  

givesmehope:

I woke up at 6 this morning and found my son gone, with a note saying he will be back later.

He had BIKED to his best friend’s house, normally a 40 minute DRIVE, with a cake he baked himself.

Why? His best friend’s mom had died in an accident that night.

Teenager’s commitment to friendship GMH.

We all stumble. We all fall.  No Christian is perfect. No person is not a sinner.  We all make mistakes.  We don’t need to be criticised.  We don’t need to be judged.  We don’t need to be burdened or hurtened or harmed.  Encourage. Befriend. Give gifts of love.  God loves us, even though we are sinners.  Shouldn’t we do the same too? Remember that. 

  • Crystal O'Neill: "When my energy harmed you, I tried to heal you. But I did not understand your injury. So I looked into your mind. I saw the mind of a warrior. I feared it. As I feared those who destroyed my race. I tried to make you well, before my mistake was discovered, before the others returned and destroyed me. I understand now. Your deepest pain was not the physical injury I had caused. Your pain was from an empty part in your heart where Charlie once was. I thought if I could bring Charlie to you it would make you well. I did not understand his death meant he could no longer exist as flesh and blood. Death does not have the same meaning to us."
  • Real O'Neill: "Are you dying now?"
  • Crystal O'Neill: "Yes. I could not bring Charlie to you."
  • Real O'Neill: "Charlie's gone."
  • Crystal O'Neill: "No. He's in here." His hand reaches out and touches O'Neill's chest, then turns into Charlie.
  • Real O'Neill: "Charlie?"
  • Charlie: "You cannot change what happened that day, just as I cannot change the day that the Goa'uld destroyed my world. I'm showing you what of Charlie is still there, inside you."